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[chokethewind]

Wtf bank account, stop telling me that you have over a thousand dollars in you.  THEY ARE LIES.

..they better take out the rent like tomorrow.  Or I'm going to actually start thinking I have money for once and try to spend it on stupid shit like clothes.  Let's see, they'll take out 700 for that, which leaves me... about five or six hundred, must do particulars.  Let's go with six hundred because I'm feeling optimistic.  THEN I can pay two car payments for the price of ONE and give them five hundred.  And that leaves me a hundred to feed and gas myself for the next two weeks.

Me ftw, I can totally, totally do that.  Fuck you milk and your obscene prices.  And you too gas.

And fuck you college for not buying back my books.  YOU HATE ME OBVIOUSLY.  I DONT CARE IF YOU'RE OVERSTOCKED GIVE ME MONEY.

.... I'm in a rather okay mood for some reason, and I don't know why.

MAYBE BECAUSE I AM DONE WITH SCHOOL BASICALLY AFTER TOMORROW MORNING?!

..i am sorry for the caps abuse flist.

OH and question for those college peeps on my flist if you feel like answering (or even if you're not a college peep): how far along are you into your degree?  Like.. where are you at now?  I'm just flailing about and trying not to feel like a complete loser for sucking so bad at school.  I'm not twenty yet.  I am still young.  A five year degree plan is... passable.  Right?  I fail.

 

Comments

[deluziional.livejournal.com]

Wow, hooray for money.

AND YES TO THE MILK THING. Last week we went to buy milk and a gallon of milk cost more than a gallon of gas. WTF.

You're a winner just for being in college. *lol freshman in highschool*

[chokethewind.livejournal.com]

Heh, money that is already gone! But at least they're not taking my car away from me. I'd have to kill a mole or something.

Heh freshman are cool! I maintain that. Nowadays that is is. I'm sure I hated it when I was there. :) BUT I WAS A LAME FROSH ANYWAY. I'M QUITE SURE YOU'ER AWESOME.

[deluziional.livejournal.com]

XD Cars are essential! I've learned as much from my senior friends.

I'm not very awesome :B *is a nerd*

[chokethewind.livejournal.com]

Nerdiness is next to godliness!

....or something like that...*cough*

[doodlebook.livejournal.com]

So your college won't buy back the books because their overstocked? D:< yuck.

and stupid gas and ridiculously high prices. D:< *shakes fist at gas prices*

Degree= nonexistant! :D But I'm done with high school (THREE MORE WEEKS...), so...
But I suppose I'll be in college for four years, and I'll graduate when I'm twenty-one. Or maybe grad school, but yea...

[chokethewind.livejournal.com]

Yea, and it sucks cuz he's all... oh yea, we just went overstock this morning and I wanted to lunge at his throat. I was kind of studying out of it that morning so I couldn't sell it back then. >.<

Lol the four year plan. I thought I'd do that too. I WAS WRONG. CURSE YOU LIFE. Well really, just curse myself. I'm horrible at finishing things and staying focused. But dude, congrats on almost being done!! That's so awesome. That was like the... well it wasn't the best time in my life, but it's definitely something you only get to experience once. :)

[doodlebook.livejournal.com]

Ooof that really stinks. Maybe you could sell them on ebay/amazon? Then you'd have to do shipping and stuff D:<

Yay thanks! Its most certainly not the best time of my life right now (seriously... I've got so much crap to do in these last weeks, its pretty insane), but its interesting.
So what happened to your four year plan? I think its okay to still be in school at twenty. I mean, if you want to be a doctor, you have to study for eight years and then do internships, so you're not doing an actual job until you're almost thirty (which is.. kind of depressing, when you think about it).

[chokethewind.livejournal.com]

I actually sold them at the little bookstore across from my campus today... I only got like forty back for the whole lot when I spent about 200 on them but what can you do...

I just ended my second official year... so I've been going for two years and have enough credits to probably be a junior... I just don't really know what to do anymore. I flailed around a lot last summer because I was attempting to transfer schools and my transfer just didn't happen (transcipts failed to show up basically) so I kind of had ot make a fast decision about what I was going to do and where I was going to live since I really had no other place to go. I alos had just gotten my car so money was and still is a big issue to me because I never seem to have enough to save for anyting.

So uh.. for the past year basically I've just been kind of focusing on working and trying to survive. It's kind of dominated my whole mindset and even though I've been going to school fulltime this entire time, I've just been doing the motions and taking classes I think are helping me and don't know for sure. And now I'm moving again and still have no idea what I'm going to do. Short term goal is to get my AA from some community college. Long term goal, it would be nice to get a BA sometime in the next couple of years. XD

Idk, things just kinda got screwed up last summer so now I'm a bit behind-- or at least a bit confused with what I'm supposed to be doing. I'm still really focused on just trying to get by, money wise but hopefully by the end of this year I'll be somewhere where I'm not focusing so much on just attempting to pay all my bills and feed myself.

....long reply is long. :/