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I'm so tired. Two hours of sleep, and work at 8 in the morning, which is ridiculous for me. And then I had a bad start to the night yesterday, but my friends came down from Phoenix and we rocked this place like nobody's business. I have new hair. It's exhilarating.

I didn't get later today off, though I so dearly wanted it. Of course there's weather. OF COURSE THERE'S WEATHER, THIS IS THE WINTER OF NEVERENDING FUCKING WEATHER EVERYWHERE. It's ruining my life and I'm not even in it. Man. Come on spring, be nice. Before we get summer, and thunderstorms. Sigh.

Con in a week. I'm supposed to be writing something right now. But I can't focus and I'm so sleepy and so I think I'll give up.

I've been making guacamole like nobody's business. I used to hate the stuff, and now I just want to bathe in it.

Nonsensical is nonsensical, and I'm really quite an idiot but we'll get over that eventually.

I need more tea.

One of my headlights is out AGAIN. I just had it replaced a few months ago. I do not understand. Since it was St. Patrick's Day, we went downtown and I ended up deciding not to drink, since I was driving - though really, I didn't want to spend money on overpriced beer. I have really learned I am so not cut out for any normal social event. Seriously. The awkward, it's painful.

And then while driving drunk people home, I got pulled over. D: My life flashed before my eyes. And it was a nice lady who told me my headlight was out. She asked for my license and then immediately went "KIMBERLY, HOW MUCH HAVE YOU BEEN DRINKING?" And I was just like "D< WTF LADY I HAVEN'T BEEN DRINKING." Well, I spluttered like nobody's business. And then my drunk people started profusely slobbering out "SHE HASN'T BEEN DRINKING, SHE'S OUR DD. D<." So she let me go. Without even a fix it ticket, which was great, and she warned me to be careful, since there were going to be a lot of drunk people on the streets.

And then I turned the corner and get three blocks and I GET PULLED OVER AGAIN. For the same headlight. This time it was a nice guy cop, and I'd already had my registration and insurance and license out from the first time. And then my drunk people again started 'SHE HASN'T BEEN DRINKING!!1!" And he's all, "Ah, you're the DD, atta girl, I wish more people were like you" and then my drunk people were all "WE LOVE YOUUUU MISTER OFFICERRR" and he laughed and told me to be careful and to fix my headlight. And then walked away and they were still all "WE LOVE YOUUU" so he shouted back "I LOVE YOU TOO." It was great. No tickets! But, I imagine on St. Patrick's Day cops have better things to be doing than giving tickets to people with broken headlights, especially if those people are not drunk and carting around drunken people safely.

And that was my first legal St. Patrick's Day. I did an Irish carbomb later, and was not impressed. I stopped later and bought some wine for myself. This being 21 thing and buying alcohol legally without having to skulk outside of Wal-mart waiting for someone else to buy it for you never gets old.

WHITE COLLAR FINALE WAS TONIGHT GUYS.

JUST FUCKING DAMN MAN.

( Thoughts about the White Collar finale )

And all those analytical thoughts aside, FUCKING A MAN, WAS NEAL GORGEOUS SCULPTING OR FUCKING WHAT? WITH THE HAT AND THE COAT AND FLAILLL. ♥♥ I fucking love intense Peter. Those eyes! And-and-and that last fucking line man, oh my god, I fucking swear, I was holding my hands over my mouth and kicking my legs back and forth agitatedly and just a messssss. For the love of god man:

"You said goodbye to everyone but me. Why?"
"I don't know."
"Yeah you do. Tell me."
"I don't know! Peter..."
"Why?"
"You know why!"
"Tell me!"
"Because you're the only one who could change my mind!"

For real? I was FULLY expecting: "BECAUSE I LOVE YOU" to come out of his mouth. Oh man. Damn I love these two. ♥

I drove to Phoenix today, had Thai food, spent some time with some good people I love, and saw a damn good Barcelona show and now there's a cat playing with my hair. Day well spent.

I HAVE CONQUERED JOOMLA.

It took me five hours, but I have FINALLY finished my volunteer registration for my con. Well, not finally since I imagine I'll have to mess around with it later, but for right now, THE INTERNET CAN SUCK MY DICK.

...ahem.

Anyway.

Today was righteous. In an awkward sense, but I hope that's okay.

Going to Phoenix this weekend. And then next week. Though right now I'm going to sleep.

And... yea, that's all I got.

AHH WHITE COLLAR AHHH.

/fangirling. I haven't fangirled in forever. Jesus Christ man. I can't wait for next week. Well I probably can, because then the season's over and that's so sad, but ahhh, intense.

When you feel like dying you might want to sing.

I do that, and then pay someone to ram a needle through my nose. Re-pierced the septum. And then promptly lost the ball for the hoop. Classic.

I have been feeling so not like myself. Sad for no reason and useless. I think this helps.

I have been obsessed with Pandora lately. I've heard about it but never really used it, and then I found out my Blackberry ~~has an app for that~~ can also use Pandora so I made an account and ah! I love my Lydia radio station like nobody's business. It hardly plays Lydia anymore since I've added so much, but ah! It's so amazing. I loooveeee it. I lost my good pair of headphones so I'm using the stupid earbuds the Blackberry came with until I can afford a new set of earmuffs. I hate earbuds. They never stay in my ears. Ever.

I also love my Blackberry. I have a Dictionary.com app, a maps app, visual voicemail, an app that makes text messaging look like it does on the iPhone, an app that tells me when I'm closest to the nearest coffee place, an app that will read me my text messages if I'm driving so I don't have to look at my phone, a Spanish-English translator, and a Facebook app. The Facebook app came pre-installed, which was nice, but I've been taking everything from the app store that's free. Plus the fantastic Pandora app. I'm just like woooo.

My little sister and I went to the Asian market today. I made her look at the durians and the dead fish and bought her roasted peas and ramune. I like to feel like I'm exposing her to different things~

My new shift sucks. I like not having to work until the afternoon, but then it means I'm off at 1am and it takes me half an hour to get home, another half hour to get in bed and something else to eat since I don't ever eat a real lunch as I don't get my break until, oh, eight thirty pm, and then somewhere in the vicinity of two to three hours to actually wind down. I was always usually in bed by 4am, but now I'm not getting to sleep until 5 or 6. By the time I get done with this shift the people at the McDonald's are going to know how many creams and sugars I like in my coffee. Working these hours just makes me so tired.

I got a pink cupcake candle for Valentine's Day from my family. My room smells like a cupcake! That automatically makes everything better. :)

I am so very sad lately and I don't know why.

That had nothing to do with today. To clarify. I never care about Valentine's Day.

It'll go away because I am not wired to continuously be sad, but right now my teeth are hurting so I am going to take a vicodin and sleep myself into a coma.

Hope you all had lovely days. ^^

Title: The Best We Know How
Rating: M (language, explicit mentions of sex)
Word Count: 5,443
Summary: Four times Axel left before Roxas woke up, and one time he didn’t. AU, Akuroku.

Author’s Notes: The title comes from the Margot and the Nuclear So and So’s song A Sea Chanty of Sorts. You can download it here.

I feel like I need to apologize for something called This Frenzied State; consider this a go-between. Chicago did its trick, really. This is like everything I do, mainly: fragmented, relying heavily on different interpretations, and nothing very concrete. It's also one of those counting things, and nothing not so nice.

I don’t do well with present tense; I have no beta, but I have had this finished for a few weeks and I’ve combed it, so hopefully there’s nothing extremely glaring. Any mistakes are mine.

As usual, constructive criticism is always welcomed.

Happy Valentine's Day?
__

( Axel shrugs. “You’re cute. You’re over eighteen. You can think for yourself. You’ve got that tasty little stench of someone who needs it, so why the fuck not?” )

I've been back at work for two days and am ready to fall over.

Please stop snowing east coast. Pleaseeee. If I hear "my flight's been canceled" one more time, I will have to shank someone.

Brb going to Chicago.

I should be back tonight; the load factors, however, are very heavy. I'm using a priority pass but I still may get kicked. Let us hope they have clean sidewalks in Chicago, yes? ^^

This is Alejandro. He has no pants, and when he was young he went to France.

( +1 picture, and a meme! :D )

I was supposed to tag people for that, but I don't care. You should all do it anyway, I like reading other peoples' quirks/weird things. ^^

I have discovered penicillin is disgusting tasting. It's also very effective. It's been two days and the swelling's gone down a ton. It could also be the Listerine I'm using every free opportunity I guess. I hate Listerine. It buurrnns.

My tooth has been really swollen for the past week, so I finally conceded that it was abscessed and told my mom. She made me go to the dentist. I pointed it out that I had no money. She won the argument with a very loud, "MONEY DOESN'T MATTER WHEN YOU'RE DEAD." Fair point, I give her that, so I dragged myself out early this morning to the emergency clinic. My pretty bad insurance covers emergency visits when there's no work done, and it's too swollen right now to even do anything. They're going to have to extract it, but I just want it to stop being infected so I don't die, so he gave me penicillin and vicodin for the pain. He was a really sweet guy. The last dentist I went to made me feel horrible for the way my teeth are, but this guy was totally all, "I completely understand if you haven't been able to pay for anything in the past, but you're still young, so you should try to do things when you can." Totally cool. It doesn't even hurt, it just feels like a huge knot underneath my tooth which is annoying. But I am not going to turn down prescription painkillers, no way. I'll need them in the future at some point, I'm certain.

There's a Lady Gage takeover on Fuse. I love it.

I'm so sleepy. Went to Phoenix on Saturday, really didn't do what I was went there for, but that's fine. We watched 17 Again and Mean Girls since Mean Girls is classic~ and 17 Again was actually really cute. We were going watch Up since I haven't seen it. Somehow we ended up getting drunk and watching Arthur. I find this completely legit.

I saw the Lovely Bones last week with my friends. I had no desire really to see it since it looked horribly depressing - surprise! It really was. The most painful movie I've ever seen, hands down. Subjects like that just knock me in the face. I'd lose my goddamn mind if something happened to my little brother or sister. It was very sad. I think it was supposed to be uplifting at the end, but I was still thoroughly depressed. Fail.

I got a cheap fedora with a peacock feather in it. I plan on never wearing it, but I could not resist.

Lately I feel like everything I do is just another step toward yet another inevitable failure.

There's a remedy for that; I think it's called determination.

Maybe it's just impatience. Maybe more accurately, fatalism.

I TALKED TO JAMES MCAVOY TODAY GUYS. JAMES MOTHERFUCKING MCAVOY. IF YOU'VE BEEN AROUND MY TUMBLR THEN YOU KNOW I LOVE HIM ANDANDANDANDAND.

I fangirled so hard the people around me were like, what's wrong with you? And I was just like, I'M FLAILING, LEAVE ME ALONE. And then continued to flail forever and am still flailing. I just love him omg. Now if I could only talk to Jeremy Renner my life would be complete. But omggg, James McAvoy ahhh.

Ok, I'm done.

I don't know how this happened, but instead of saying or writing "totally" I'm using "totes."

Oh my gosh, wuttttt.

Also, The Hurt Locker comes out on Tuesday. MY BABY.

Spending New Years Eve with

mekkisry . So far so good and awesome! I'm drinking plum wine we got from the Asian market. I feel tipsy in a non tipsy way. But being tipsy always makes me type well. We also just had mac and cheese and then ran outside and threw firecrackers at the ground. We win at life! Also watched Paranormal Activity. And are actively ghost hunting her house. Come on ghosties, grace us with your presence!

For this year I am excited for:

-- Going back to school
-- Some super spiffy cons
-- Going back to school
-- Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows, pt 1
-- Relationships. Lots and lots of other relationships.
-- Writing more.
-- New MCR album
-- New Lydia album
-- New Envy on the Coast album
-- Getting to go to Pride in Phoenix.
-- Phoenix.
-- Birth By Sleep
-- Going back to school
-- Still being alive

Happy New Years guys. Celebrate with some plum wine and mac and cheese. It's the little things. I love you all

Let's go plum wine. Yeaaaa boyyyy. Also tried some durian cake. Can you say wtf? I can. WTF I SAY WTF.

<3

That's it, 2009 officially sucks. This is the one that hits closest to home. Fuck this shit.

Not the biggest A7X fan, but fucking christ dude, that man could play.

If you're okay with what happened in New York today, kindly keep your opinion to yourself and watch this video and then leave the country. Thanks.

I've finally filled all my icon spots.

My paid account, will all my additional icon spots, expires next month.

I win at life! :D

Every Tuesday on USA is a Law and Order: SVU marathon and since Tuesday is the day when I have nothing to do in the morning, I'm generally up early since lol, obsessed with SVU here. For the past three months they've been pimping White Collar, and as Matt Bomer makes me melt, I finally caught up on it on Hulu. It's a light, fun show, and omg Matt Bomer, MELTMELTMELT.

New Moon comes out tonight. WHO'S PUMPED?! -shot-

No, j/k. My friend and I considered going to the midnight showing and laughing really loudly during the serious parts. We'll probably catch it in the dollar theatre, because the first movie was fucking lulzy as all hell, and even then when we were laughing the housewives in front of us were getting miffed. I think if we did that at this midnight showing we might get shot.

It might be worth it.

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Honey that's what takers do

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Radio stations? Multiple?

iris

Fic- The Best We Know How

I must complain

That pretty young man needs a shot of loveee

defenseless, dependent

You see in way too much safety

I'm sorry it took me so long

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The square root of eighty-nine is

woaah, woaaah, wooo-ahhh

Ready for a rockin new decade man

New hero maybe?

So pretty