chokethewind: (Sora- I saw it)
2008-05-04 04:41 pm
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Poseys.

I'm stuck. : /


“So let’s go over the battle plan one more time,” Riku said, looking over at the entire small group.  “Just to be safe.”

 

“Dude, I think six times is enough.”

 

“Yes, Xigbar, but—“

 

“We’re going outside to apprehend the specimen with all safe procedures and shit,” Axel interrupted, sliding off the table he was sitting on to stride over to them.  “We’re going sneak around and try not to get killed.  If one of us does get killed, the others are going to leave him behind because we all love each other here.  Likewise, if one of us gets bitten we’re all going to summarily decide that he is not worth it and put a bullet through his head.  Should one of us manage to make it back alive and not in any condition that would count as mortally wounded or deceased, we’re going to race like little bitches back to the door, and if the person having the walkie talkie hasn’t eaten it by then, we’re going to have him tell Zexion and Vexen to open the door and then bring the specimen inside and restrain him or her, or whatever they are at that point.  Yes, Mom, we have it memorized, thanks.”

chokethewind: (Sora- This isn't what I expected)
2008-04-15 03:36 am

Smokin.

If I had the money I'd buy cigarettes, but since when did my fucking emo pink and black Camels become almost seven fucking bucks?  Wtf cigarettes?

I haven't smoked since September, guh.  Stress, you kill me.  OoOoOh well, can't afford them anyway.  And I only like fiber glass and fiber glass is much more expensive than regular cancer, so wtfever.  

I'm eightthousand words into something I better damn well finish. Or so help me I will smite all your children and put the motherfucking fear of Crowley into them.

....I finally started reading Good Omens, can you tell?  XD
chokethewind: (Default)
2008-04-08 01:11 am

Return.

 Back from BamLeft.  Will be posting pictures.  Probably sooner than the post about the MCR trip because the MCR trip had a lot of thoughts and feeling and shit...this... is just what happened.

In any case.  I wish I could do this for the rest of my life.  Obtw.

And zombie!KH fic is coming along nicely.  It feels...freaking...awesome to be writing something again.  Something I have a plot for.  I actually have two versions of this that I'll end up doing.  One will be a oneshot and the other not so much.    Heh, writing this down is like putting the horse before the cart but oh well.

Today should be hella busy.  It will all be over my eleven pm though and then I can fall over and die.  

..... I don't know what to do with myself right now.  I'm back in real life and it's just fucking weird. 
chokethewind: (All-In you and I)
2008-03-22 02:25 am
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Throwdown.

 I've decided that throwing down eighteen thousand words on a story that up until yesterday as never going to see daylight is pointless.  I need to finish it, no matter how untrue to the canon and/or sucky it is.  There's enough badfic in this fandom, one more won't hurt anyone.  Not that I think it's bad-- it's just not entirely originial and/or good.  At least it'll be all spelled correctly, gramatically correct, and not full of stupid plots that are only written to fulfill some sort of Mary Sue urge.  None of that.  Questionable characterization?  Maybe.  But I'll do my best.

I also have come to the conclusion that I need a new job and the whole quitting thing is probably not the best idea when I have rent and shit coming up.  Income is better than no income.  Cell phone is probably going to get shut off shortly.  Oh well.  The whole "need a new job" conclusion is hardly a new one but kind of one I really should get on.  Tomorrow I have absolutely nothing to do so I'm about to lob this computer to the ground and try to pass out to wake up at a reasonable enough time to Get Some Shit Accomplished.  Yes, yes?

Tomorrow I also have to work with a few people I hate.  Til three in the morning.  New job, yes yes. 

I started roleplaying again.  Nobody knows it's me except for one person.  This should be interesting.
chokethewind: (Sora&Kairi-I promise you)
2008-02-18 04:25 am

Airwaves.

 Srsly, Taste of Chaos does not rock my socks this year.  Sure, I like A7X as much as the next layman, and I can stand Bullet for my Valentine, Atreyu, and Bless the Fall but I mean... last year killed.  Killed.  30STM, The Used, Chiodos, Evaline?  Yes, killed me dead. So I think I won't be attending.  But flyering, yes, flyering.  

The icons I've been making in the last few days have been considerably better.  One of these days I might even stop being lazy and make an actual banner for my profile. But heavens no, that would require more than a 300x300 box and actually blending shit.  And blending shit is not something I do well.  Color bars are only passable because they are square and straight and don't require blending.  OH but I learned how fun the Custom Shape Tool is. Yessir.

I miss my story.  Reflecting, I see what I'm trying to accomplish with it and that's to make it canon.  However, the setup is incredibly uncanon and rather out of character I suppose.  I started it when I really had no idea what the fuck the canon actually meant and now that I do it's like.... O.o  shit, everything I wrote is completely fucked up and makes no sense.  Fifteen thousand words of pure, unadulterated let me fuck up the canon.  But that's cool. Because now I have a challenge to make it fit and it's going to be slightly difficult.  Hence why I probably put it off, same as banners and whatnot. /stupidwritingramblings

Oh and my phone is going spastic.  Shitson, I only got that phone for the music player (well, combined with camera quality).  The music player isn't working so if I get my ass up tomorow in time to do my test, my quiz, and pay my car payment before work then I'll go try to get it fixed.  Because well, fuck.  I use it at school.  Its a necessity really.  Thank goodness I put insurance on it.  I suppose jumping into a pool with it in my pocket warned me. Thank you gods.
chokethewind: (Light)
2008-02-09 02:54 am

Wikis.

....

my sister found the wiki for Kingdom Hearts.

.... I might never go to sleep.

not because i have so much to read.

because now i have so many more questions.

GODFUCKINGDAMNIT.

See, I think I know why I've hit a hold with my fic.  See, it's like...in Roxas's time in the Organization, see.  And like, it's confusing me, see, cuz I don't know what's going on and it's all confusing me and it won't let me write it because THE PLOTHOLES ARE STRANGLING ME.

....fuckyoukingdomheartsfortakingawaymylife.

I'm so kidding.  
I don't even have a life, really.
atleastnotanymorefuckingkh.

i mean that with all the love in my heart, really.