Length.

Because  getting a new tattoo (okay it's been like three weeks, still relatively new), stretching my ears to the 2, and dying my hair red wasn't enough, I have attempted to dye my hair redder.

Hotdamn, there's something in the water apparently.  It doesn't look much different than before.  :/  Whatev.  I'll wait a few days and probably do it again. XD  Guuuh, I know my hair hates me.  First I try to go blonde, then I look like a lesbian, then I have a mullet, and it finally look decently normal again and now I rampage-dye it two days in a row.

Cheyea, I'm xcore like that.

I'm getting too apathetic in my classes again.  Hell, I'm getting too apathetic in my life again.  At least time it's not me getting apathetic because of all that bad stuff (the condition that rent-carpayment-insurance-electric-cellphone-water-creditcard-food tends to put me in), at least it's something productive.  Life's been okay.  I'm too scared to admit it's good.  But I'm not stressed for the first time since last August.  I'm not worrying about money constantly and where the rent was going to come from.  It's nice.  And I've brought something good into my life and it's made me a generally more positive person.  I feel unanchored without something to hold onto.

Kingdom Hearts=lifesaver.  <3

No, I don't regret getting the ink.  For all those fuckers who doubt me.

In any case, I'm trying to fight off the urge to buy the Playarts and buy clothes instead. Lalalalallalalala.  I get my tax refund in February, hopefully.  Filing for independant for the first time in my life.  My mom's all mad haha.  Me and my sister generally brought my parents back about 3k... since they got to write off the first year of school and whatnot.  Buuut with this new Congress law hopefully I"ll be getting back about 800.

Damn.  That's so much money I won't know what to do with it.  Probably pay back my credit card. :-/

They cut my hours at work.  Fuckers.  So I'm only getting thirty.  But going to school fulltime and working fulltime probably isn't smart.  I'm almost at fulltime...so hopefully I can survive.  Need to find another job.  Yushyush.

I want to get the tattoo on the other side of my chest.....and I need to start working on peices instead of just four separate ones...hmm.

I think I'm getting done with my teenaged years.  Things work out.  It's what you make of it, where it takes you, yadda yadda. Yesterday someone told me that he always thinks of me as like 23 because I act so mature.  well as long as I don't look 23 yet haha.  I'm only 19.  Except I turn twenty this year. D:  That's...kind of scary.  That's another entry all on itself really since this one is getting hella long.

Another thousand words, I'm at 14k now.  Omfg Axel, shut up. <3

and i'm sorry i spam your friends' list, delete me if you want haha.