chokethewind: (Roxas&Axel- Memory)
Title: This Frenzied State [9/?]
Rating: M
Genre: Drama/romance
Pairing: Axel/Roxas (AU)
Warnings: Abuse of miscellaneous Final Fantasy characters. Seriously. Any mischaracterization is obviously all my fault.
Summary: When Roxas stands on the edges of buildings, he tries to see into some eternity. When Axel stands on the edges of buildings, he tries to see how he'd survive a fourteen floor fall.

Author’s Notes: I’m just going to stop making excuses now.

I'm quasi-catching up to myself now. In a few months it will have been a year since I started writing this. Time flies. I also may or may not have something up for Akuroku day, gasp. Apparently the thing I'm best at is crack-y romances, but I haven't been able to write one of those in a really long time. Thursday may be an exception.

He shrugged, spared another glance at the ceiling, and then said, “Well, might as well tell you I guess, since I’m sure he won’t. He’s pregnant. It’s mine. We’re considering adopting it out. We’re both all kinds of immature, not a good environment to raise a child in, you understand.” )
chokethewind: (Roxas&Axel- Memory)
Title: This Frenzied State [8/?]
Rating: M
Genre: Drama/romance
Pairing: Axel/Roxas (AU)
Warnings: Abuse of miscellaneous Final Fantasy characters. Seriously. Any mischaracterization is obviously all my fault.
Summary: When Roxas stands on the edges of buildings, he tries to see into some eternity. When Axel stands on the edges of buildings, he tries to see how he'd survive a fourteen floor fall.

Author’s Notes: There are mutant turtles in this chapter. I hope this makes up for the update failure. Also, question for those on FFN: I'm attempting to put a linebreak in my profile and it will not stay put when I save it. I'm about to kill someone. I don't get it.

No beta still, so feel free to point out any errors, constructive crit is always welcome. The hangover experience is brought to you by many years of experience. I turn 21 in a few weeks, I expect to be even more of an expert in it after that delightful day occurs. I’m hoping I’ll have a brand new fic by that time, a short one-shot I’ve been semi-sorta working on. I posted a fic last year on my birthday, so attempting to continue that, er, pattern. Also need to change my layout, I've had this one for just as long. Hmm. Anyway, enjoy. There is lots of awkward in this chapter. Also, zombies and snarky little bastards.

He gritted his teeth as his head pounded and licked his dry lips, wishing he’d brought some water with him back from the bathroom, but now he didn’t want to move, didn’t ever want to move again. Burying his face into the cooler sheets, he wondered if he could commit suicide by just throwing himself off the bed. Maybe if his head hit first. )
chokethewind: (Roxas&Axel- Memory)
Title: This Frenzied State [7/?]
Rating: M
Genre: Drama/romance
Pairing: Axel/Roxas (AU)
Warnings: Abuse of miscellaneous Final Fantasy characters. Seriously. Any mischaracterization is obviously all my fault.
Summary: When Roxas stands on the edges of buildings, he tries to see into some eternity. When Axel stands on the edges of buildings, he tries to see how he'd survive a fourteen floor fall.

Author’s Notes: I fail at life, yes. Warning for this chapter: there is light…er.. light smut. Very light. Pants still on. Consider yourself warned… or delighted, I don’t know. I’ve been writing a vampire!KH fic, which sort of took fire away from this. Also been trying to revive zombie!KH fic, but both of those aren’t going well at all. My life, my life.

This has sort of been in a posting schedule of every two weeks now, instead of the one week I wanted, so I’ll try to now keep that two week schedule. Hopefully it’ll work. Still no beta, so all errors are mine. Feel free to point them out. Not finished yet, but almost. Word count has gone down a little, since I end up cutting a ton more out than I put in. About 79k now. This one is actually the longest part out of the entire thing so far. If anyone cares. Carry on!


“Just put him to bed,” Axel suggested, gesturing toward one direction like it might be the bedroom, but he didn’t really know because he’d never seen it (and god forbid he ever do because heaven knew what the hell was in it) but it seemed to emphasize the gesture he was trying to accomplish. )
chokethewind: (Roxas&Axel- Memory)
Title: This Frenzied State [6/?]
Rating: M
Genre: Drama/romance
Pairing: Axel/Roxas (AU)
Warnings: Abuse of miscellaneous Final Fantasy characters. Seriously. Any mischaracterization is obviously all my fault.
Summary: When Roxas stands on the edges of buildings, he tries to see into some eternity. When Axel stands on the edges of buildings, he tries to see how he'd survive a fourteen floor fall.

Author’s Notes: I’m sure it’s not a surprise to anyone that I fail at life. This part’s sorta long but it was either one long part or two tinny parts… and one tinny part in probably another three weeks, with the way I go, so here is a long one. Next part should be sorta long too.

Also I think I messed some stuff up in here, timing wise. Feel free to point it out. This is why I tell myself to not post stuff until I have it finished. Ah well. I’m dysfunctional. Sorta.

Axel went crashing into his back and they both stumbled forward at an alarming rate and Axel had a split second to think, oh gee, this is unbecoming and quite sexual for someone I’ve just met, but suddenly he hit a rather solid force and heard a chortling, deep laugh. )
chokethewind: (Roxas&Axel- Memory)
Title: This Frenzied State [5/?]
Rating: M
Genre: Drama/romance
Pairing: Axel/Roxas (AU)
Warnings: Abuse of miscellaneous Final Fantasy characters. Seriously. Any mischaracterization is obviously all my fault.
Summary:When Roxas stands on the edges of buildings, he tries to see into some eternity. When Axel stands on the edges of buildings, he tries to see how he'd survive a fourteen floor fall.

Author’s Notes: So basically the week before last my life sucked hard (car broke down, home problems, what have you) and this past week I went on a roadtrip through California. So, that’s why this took so long. You may now nom on me. Any errors in this are all mine, I’m sleepy and should probably just wait to finecomb this but I feel that since I have time I should put it up. I haz no beta, so blame is all mine. If I had a beta, you could blame that person. In fact, I’m just gonna say I have an imaginary beta and you can blame her. She reads a lot of porn and thus, her brain is shot.

Okay, annd this title comes from the song Response by the band Barcelona.  Uploaded the track here if anyone wants to take a listen.  They're really quite amazing.  Have fun.

Sidebar, I went to Japantown in San Francisco this past week and saw Sora and Riku and Mickey Play Arts. Why no Roxas or Axel? I was saddened. Also, 358/2? Niiice. Sidebar, out.


Roxas nearly jumped out the window when the voice intruded upon his semi-sleep. His head, in any case, went banging into the glass and he cussed, rubbing it as he looked blearily up into the person that had interrupted his sleep. The guy standing there was probably a little older than Roxas, and bone-thin. He was wearing a thick hoodie and carrying a backpack, but the things that got to Roxas were both the tallness and the flaming red hair that was falling messily all over his face, like some sort of crazy red-tinged mosquito net. )
chokethewind: (Roxas&Axel- Memory)
Title: This Frenzied State [4/?]
Rating: M
Genre: Drama/romance
Pairing: Axel/Roxas (AU)
Warnings: Abuse of miscellaneous Final Fantasy characters. Seriously. Any mischaracterization is obviously all my fault.
Summary: When Roxas stands on the edges of buildings, he tries to see into some eternity. When Axel stands on the edges of buildings, he tries to see how he'd survive a fourteen floor fall.
Author’s Notes: Yes, set schedule? I suck, I know. To my defense, this was the part where I was originally very shaky, plot-wise, and had to go back over everything a lot to figure out what I was doing. Some of it may still be wrong. >.> This part is pretty short, but the next one is going to be pretty long and hopefully, up a lot quicker. Thanks to everyone reviewing, you all make my day, really.

“We got a disco ball,” Demyx said, seriously, as they headed toward the elevator. “Lots of flashing lights, so if you or your friend is prone to seizures I’d probably stay away. Are you serious, though? You’re really going to loosen up and let us put a few drinks in you?” )
chokethewind: (Roxas&Axel- Memory)
Title: This Frenzied State [3/?]
Rating: M
Genre: Drama/romance
Pairing: Axel/Roxas (AU)
Warnings: Abuse of miscellaneous Final Fantasy characters. Seriously. Any mischaracterization is obviously all my fault.
Summary: When Roxas stands on the edges of buildings, he tries to see into some eternity. When Axel stands on the edges of buildings, he tries to see how he'd survive a fourteen floor fall.

A/N: Puttering along here. I should give myself a schedule and stick to it. I don’t actually divide this is into parts until I post a new one but for anyone keeping track, the end of this part is page 40 out of 151 (still unfinished at about 84k) on my computer. That doesn’t really say much at all, does it? /keeping track .  By the way, Axel’s phone is a Sidekick LX. It’s not at all important but it’s a fact. And also, entire funeral sequence is sort of out of my own head. I’ve been wonderfully lucky and have never been to a funeral. I gleaned from television and made up my own version. Sorry if it clashes with what’s usual.



Roxas jumped about five feet in the air—which was just about as tall as he was—and turned around hastily to see Lexaeus standing there, watching him with those eerily quiet brown eyes. Roxas tried to fake a smile, but it came out rather stretched and obviously fake. “Hi, Lex. I was going to see you. I’m having a problem and I need to change my extension.” He paused, wondering if that was enough, and then blurted out—just in case Lexaeus missed the urgency of the entire situation—in a rush, “I have this stalker who keeps calling me and I don’t know who gave him my extension but he keeps calling me and he’s crazy and I don’t get it and I’d really just rather have my extension changed to—“ )
chokethewind: (Roxas&Axel- Memory)
Title: This Frenzied State [2/?]
Rating: M
Genre: Drama/romance
Pairing: Axel/Roxas (AU)
Warnings: Abuse of miscellaneous Final Fantasy characters. Seriously. Any mischaracterization is obviously all my fault.
Author's Notes: Sorry this took so long, next part hopefully won't take so long. Also, the warning? Applies directly to this chapter. Go as you will.
Summary: When Roxas stands on the edges of buildings, he tries to see into some eternity. When Axel stands on the edges of buildings, he tries to see how he'd survive a fourteen floor fall.


“Just shoot me now,” Axel muttered, sinking as far into the chair as he could go. “I suppose if I had a lighter I could find some gasoline and douse myself with it and then light myself on fire and that would be a cool spectacle, you know, the best funeral ever, complete with the walking flame of death. I could take some of the candles over at that little altar, that uh, that one right there for that lady…” )
chokethewind: (Roxas&Axel- Memory)
Title: This Frenzied State
Rating: M
Genre: Drama/romance
Pairing: Axel/Roxas (AU)
Word count: 8,615/ 81, 004 (so far)
Warnings: Abuse of miscellaneous Final Fantasy characters. Seriously. Any mischaracterization is obviously all my fault.
Summary:  When Roxas stands on the edges of buildings, he tries to see into some eternity.  When Axel stands on the edges of buildings, he tries to see how he'd survive a fourteen floor fall.

Notes: This story was my Nano back in November. I hit 50k, shoved it away for a few months, and started writing again in February. It’s nearly finished and will be posted… with some sort of order sometime soon. Many thanks to [livejournal.com profile] caseyvalhalla  for reading the first-est draft of this ever and giving me feedback on it. Thanks dear. Means the world.

The title comes from the band Barcelona, from the song “Response,” off the album Absolutes. Check them out. They make gorgeous music.

The last time that Roxas had jumped from a building, he had never considered the possibility that he might live through the ordeal. There had been a lot of panicked screams, someone shouting about a terrorist and then for an ambulance, and then, quite remarkably, a pigeon. )

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