May. 28th, 2008 12:12 am
chokethewind: (Sora-Flail)

 A list, if you will:

Fuck you:

-city of Mesa and your goddamn intersection cameras.  Stop being lazy and hire more cops.
-cheese.  Fuck you cheese and your ridiculous price.
-milk.  Fuck you milk, I could buy my own cow for how expensive you are.
-gas.  I might as well club a baby seal, it would make me as unhappy as much as I pay for you.
-Aracely.  So, bitch, you're not hiring, but the one down the street is?  Yea, your mom.
-Rebecca.  So, bitch, you're not hiring either?  Yea right, you have three people working and it's eight.  Ho.
-Bookmans.  So you buy back seven books and you can give me three bucks in cash or seven bucks in store credit.  Find a bridge.  Jump.  Put it on youtube, kthnx.

Thank you:

-Walmart.  I support your monopoly on the market as long as you and that bright yellow period keep knocking on back them prices.
-ginger ale.  Sixty nine cents, now that I can afford.
-wheat bread.  a buck fifty won't buy you a blow job these days, but it will buy you a loaf of bread.
-Cheerios.  2 for five is not bad and what's better, IN ONLY THREE WEEKS MY HEART PRESSURE WILL BE MAGICALLY LOWERED.  Damn, this is a bargain, amirite?
-sun.  It's hard work to be up there baking us at 100+ degrees in May, but it's okay, I appreciate how hard you work to shine though our sick and ragged ozone.  I salute you.

................................ Axel died in my kh game today. ;____;


May. 7th, 2008 12:15 am
chokethewind: (PTV-I would)
Wtf bank account, stop telling me that you have over a thousand dollars in you.  THEY ARE LIES.

..they better take out the rent like tomorrow.  Or I'm going to actually start thinking I have money for once and try to spend it on stupid shit like clothes.  Let's see, they'll take out 700 for that, which leaves me... about five or six hundred, must do particulars.  Let's go with six hundred because I'm feeling optimistic.  THEN I can pay two car payments for the price of ONE and give them five hundred.  And that leaves me a hundred to feed and gas myself for the next two weeks.

Me ftw, I can totally, totally do that.  Fuck you milk and your obscene prices.  And you too gas.

And fuck you college for not buying back my books.  YOU HATE ME OBVIOUSLY.  I DONT CARE IF YOU'RE OVERSTOCKED GIVE ME MONEY.

.... I'm in a rather okay mood for some reason, and I don't know why.


..i am sorry for the caps abuse flist.

OH and question for those college peeps on my flist if you feel like answering (or even if you're not a college peep): how far along are you into your degree?  Like.. where are you at now?  I'm just flailing about and trying not to feel like a complete loser for sucking so bad at school.  I'm not twenty yet.  I am still young.  A five year degree plan is... passable.  Right?  I fail.



Apr. 3rd, 2008 02:58 am
chokethewind: (Roxas-I'm slipping)

 I'm at this point where it's do or die and I think it's not going to be the first.  

I'm exhausted, inspired, and deathly afraid.  I have nowhere else to go and I keep getting fucked over.  Or I keep fucking up.  Damn, do I keep fucking up.  I want it simpler.  I want to breathe again but it's all just hitching in my chest and I had the most amazing, perfect, beautiful weekend in the world and now I can't even breathe.

I don't know what else to do.  I really don't.

Entry about this weekend coming up as soon as I finish writing it and sticking in the pictures.  I wish i could get paid for this shit.  I'm trying to figure out what else I could get paid for.  Or sell.  Not my PS2. Do I have anything else of value?  Perhaps. Idk.  I wish I was amazing enough to write or make anything to sell.

I wish a lot of things, don't I?  Fuck.  I'm so fucking tired.


Feb. 22nd, 2008 02:53 pm
chokethewind: (Roxas-From the dark)

Right, so I'm not going to be able to barely squeak by.  Which means I'm going to abduct the money that's left in my account before T Mobile gets to it and then pay the overdraft fee.  *wince*  At least I'll have money for the next few days.  I'd get direct deposit, because that would mean I'd be getting my money today and not on Tuesday, but I'm not always sure when I have money in my account and if that got put into my account when there wasn't any, well, then they'd take that away and I'd have none.  

And this, my friends, is why you don't buy a new car that comes with a following expensive insurance payment when you're struggling in college. *bows*  Oh well, my check's going to suck but I'll have enough to pay the insurance and probably rent and then nothing else, but at least I get my tax refund on the 4th and then get paid again.  Woot.  And then I have to pay my sister back and then I go back to struggling for the next few months.  After the month of March, expect lots and lots of stress-related posts.  

I swear I don't know why I let myself get talked into these things. X.X  

OH and myspace isn't working.  Wtf?!


Feb. 17th, 2008 01:59 pm
chokethewind: (Axel-Fire at will)
I just checked my bank account and I'm going to have enough money to pay my car payment AND my cell phone bill on time with some left over.  And then I'm going to have to conserve a little bit because next month is going to be painful if I don't get my tax refund back in the next three weeks, which my mother says should happen.  But this is weird. O.o  Having money to pay the rent, the car payment, the car insurance, and the cell phone bill.

Ah, I need a better job.  Geesus, you make me broke.

Last night I rampaged cleaned my computer.  Deleted a ton of pictures, moved a ton to my flashdrive, organized the rest, organized my zillions of documents into some type of order, deleted some of those I was nearly sure I didn't want anymore (it's hard for me to delete anything I write... because I like going back and comparing), cleaned up my desktop, deleted programs, got rid of two of the four anti-virus software that my computer apparently has, and then Mitch gave me a program to clean up even more.  So now my computer is running a lot faster. I changed my background finally.  No more Geesus.  It's been more than a year.

It's Roxas. *snicker*

And we are now in the process of obtaining for me Microsoft Office 2007.  It was five thirty am by this time however so I was falling asleep at the keyboard so we decided to try again later.  Pay for that ridiculously overpriced program or steal it?  I have no moral qualms about stealing ( at least software.... how else to get Photoshop CS3?).  Does this make me a bad person?  Oh welllz.  I like Word 2007.  deaaaaal.


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